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i don't want to dramatized things, between you and me, but i can't help it but to let my mind wanders around.
i don't wanna make a fuss about it, labels, status, or whatever it is. all i know is, you are here, but there's something that makes me question myself and question you.
how long are we gonna be like this? playing innocent and playing no commitment tricks?
which im getting tired of it.
i know where im standing, but then, i know, there's a lot of unwritten or unspoken rules that i cannot break and cross.
and that's exactly the problem.

You said that we are no longer an item, we are not a couple who's carrying a commitment in our shoulder. But we're still doing things that an item would do.
And it makes me question myself, am i allowed to go out with other guys? or are you?
am i walking in the same path like you? is it worth it? or its just a waste of time?is it gonna be ok if we date another person? And neither of us talked about that.

are we afraid of the answer? because the answer either will keep us even closer, or make us scared to keep doing this.
because honestly, this is confusing and i dont like being confused. i just dont know what to do.

well, if i stay, will you come back to me? and if not,then what are we doing here? why would we spent our time for nothing?

could you please tell me what do you want?

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