i miss you too much last night

it was hard for me to get into sleep because i miss you too much it makes me wants to cry, and i did.
i cried because i wish you were there with me, and how i realize that i need you around me, you make me feel safe whenever you are around. and i hate the fact that i have to face such a lonely night without you there beside me.
i may sounds weak, but i never knew i could miss you the way i missed you last night.
i thought im strong, well at least stronger since the day you left me, but turns out, i am not. i miss you and i just cried wanting and hoping that you were there with me last night, just to hold me close so i can fall asleep..

now i know how i feel about you, i suddenly realize . and i will stop pretending.

:)